Hello sweet souls,
I felt compelled to write this as I want to share all parts of this journey with you, not just when I’m feeling zestful and on the upswing. As we all know, or I hope know, is that we aren’t able to have the highs without experiencing the lows. I’m going through a bit, as of late – thanks to Scorpio season, perhaps?! It’s been for a week or 2 now. I feel that I have gotten to a place where I haven’t looked at some issues and it’s finally catching up to me – saying, yes, Jenna, you must look at ME now. With this beauty of a time, brings lethargy, aches/pains, headaches, hibernation cravings, hunger, crankiness and lots more!
I must help the little girl who isn’t quite free yet of sabotage, restricted love and not being listened to. Because at the end of the day, it’s not us as adults who have these issues, it’s come from us at the times we were little beings and when we had to rely on others for love, food, support and being supported In this lifetime. We learned how to cope as best we could and when we grow old enough to venture forth on our own, push all that aside (or bury it) hoping to be free of it for some time. Well, it has to return at some point and be released, if not, we will eventually become sick. Not to mention, if we don’t address it, we become stagnant and our energy stale.
My beautiful friend Tanya, shared a message with me “October is about trees revealing colors they’ve hidden all year. People have an October as well.” This rang very true and I don’t think my releasing and healing has been just about this year, but about decades. It’s a continual process and just when I think that I’ve got a handle on things and I’m feeling “clean,” BANG, wakeup call! My body says Hell no, we aren’t done yet!!! Have your 2 seconds, then it’s back to healing, my love.
Point is, if you are like me and going through a tiring and heavy time, remember to listen to you and remind yourself that it’s OK to do what you need to recoup and feel your way through this process. Be gentle and kind to you and express what you need to express in healthy ways.
Thank Fuck Scorpio season won’t last forever! :P
If you need to talk, I’m here.